~心_heart~

自问...
你的心到底怎么了？
是我的心在后悔吗？
是我的心在内疚吗？


也许有些事情发生就已经发生了...
就算说了多少次对不起...
已经是毫无意思了...
可是就因为内疚后悔...
让你毫无思考的说出～对不起！
可是...有用吗？
能解决问题吗？
可是当什么事情都没发生吗？
没用的...
不管是什么事情...
都是没用的...
你明白吗?


想知道...
是你的心在流泪吗？
是你的心在伤心吗？


带有情绪化语气足意能够伤害关心你的人...
可是说话时...
你有想过她的感受吗？
你知道她会伤心吗？
逼人做某些事情...
你很开心吗?
你好受吗？
要搞到人家开心变成伤心...
你才好过吗？


到底...
是我的心在害怕吗？
是我的心在振抖吗？


我不停的做错事情...
会有事吗？
我会得不到原谅吗？
在什么时候才是我应该做的？
什么时候我才应该问？
什么才是我应该问？
害怕真的会让人矛盾吗？
我不了解我自己...


为什么你总是爱惹事呢？
为什么你总是想太多呢？
为什么你总是将固执呢？
为什么你总是想不开呢？
为什么你总是让身边的人不开心？


当你不理会我时...
我的心真的很害怕...
你知道吗？


当你说你不说话时...
我的心很想担心你想知道你想什么...
你知道吗？


当你不哭时...
我的心会很痛...
你知道吗？


当你生气时...
我正在努力求你原谅...
你知道吗？


太爱一个人有罪吗？
太紧张一个人有罪吗？
想知道她有想东西没有...
在想什么...

真的将不好吗？

不说的都说了...

不希望发生的都发生了...
不想做的都做了...
粗心的也粗心了...


明天又是新的一天...过去的就接受吧...
尽量的...尽力的...用心的...就足够了~


虽然...
我不知道我老婆又会想什么...
我不知道我老婆做了什么决定...
而且我知道你...
为了我已经尽力了...


最近不愉快的事情太多了...
如果再发生什么事情...
我真的不敢想像我们的感情...唉...


我真的很希望我们可以长长久久...
我会好好珍惜和你一起...
我真的无心伤害你的...
再一次说...
我真的很爱你...
没有后悔过...

LOVE

TO MY DEAR,

No matter what happen appear between us

i wont give up easily

I

LOVE

YOU

CHRISTAL WONG

~SORRY~

feel sorry to my dear,
feel sorry to my family,
feel sorry to myself...

i hope to get apologise from them...
i dunno what wrong with ME...
this few days,
i keep on annoying with so mny thing in my mind...

MY dear worry me~
MY family worry me~
even my friend also worry me~!

YOU !!
WHY?!
Why u make so many ppl that beside you WORRY about u...?
Why u make so many ppl that beside you CRY...?
Why u make so many ppl that beside you HURT..?
Why u make so many ppl that beside you HATE you..?
WHY!?

ARE YOU OKAY?
do you know how to write a word ''TRUST''??
do you know how to write a word ''RESPECT''??
AND do you know how to write a word ''LOVE''??

U dont know!!!mr . wong yit how.!!
Each hours
Each minutes
Each second you also dunno~!!
you make her SAD ~!
u also make trouble to her ~!!

AND SOME MORE....

you also make your family down...
is you ~!!why u so stubborn !!
you make DEAR complicated!!
you make ur FAMILY confuse !!
you make ur FRIEND dissapointed !!



                                                     ~CHANGE YOUR PERSONALITY ~
                                     
                                                        ~ EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE ~

赛车篇

haha...yeah...2night actually...
Got a noob saga keep on stay near behind my car...
seem like he wan chanllenge me...
HEY~!!my car is HONDA CIVIC (LATEST VERSION) LER~!!
i not really like a car keep on stay near behind me..please~!
IF u wan find a car for chanllenge please find same level wan la...

SO the 赛车篇 have start ~!!
i drive very fast on MRR2 highway...
i keep on.....
fast~fast~fast and fast~
i thought that saga wont chase me up...
BUT is NOT ~!!
yeah...my heart pump so fast in a short time...

IN that time...
my mind seem like without control...
i keep on go as fast as i can...
make many dangerous movement out of my thinking~!!
at last i also didnt let that saga over me...
cause i need turn into another way...
BUT i need calm down.......

I park my car beside a road...
cause i really dunno what i am doing just now...
if suddenly appear some mistake...
MAYB i will same with my friend's case...

MY dear very not happy about that...
i know...because is very dangerous...
i admit that i have a bad attidude on driving...
BUT i really thank GOD...
because im SAFE

dun do this again if not u will regret on ur life....
I PROMISE^^

想太多了

yeah...
Seriously...
Im think too much....

IF i can TRY to be more open-minded,
then everything will be different...RIGHT?

haizz....i hope i can do it...
but~!!
Somtime cannot be over open-minded
CAUSE~!!
I will "SOT" waN..hehe.

abit abit then JEALOUS
abit abit then ANGRY
abit abit thenEMO




NO that kind of thinking anymore
u must support HER
try not to continue it...MR HOW
cause u are wong yit how
good luck in ur life
&

TRY TO DO WHAT MY DEAR WANT

First time...今天

第一次啊写blog啊...haha…

Dunno want to write english or mandarin...

Quite excited and complicated to write blog...wakaka...

烦人和固执的人开始写BLOG lo...

just say something about today la...

In mandarin please~!haha...(not funny)

Actually today appear something happen…

已经有一段时间没有一起出街看戏了...

戏名是''I LOVE U,METH COOPER''

很好看的也很好笑...哈哈

我们去了mid valley看...这是一套很不错的戏...很好笑...

可是回的路途中...我回想回当初我们在中学时期..

就想起了她那时有段恋情...

就问起来了...

其实那时很多人觉得她是个对感情不认真的人在那段感情里...

她知道后让她很失望和伤心...

可是我没有这样想...

她给的我感觉是真的...

就算有万一...可是她却害怕我会有那个想法...

所以她哭了...

可是我却傻到真的告诉她我答应你我会时..

.她哭得更厉害...

原来我明白了...我真的很笨...

会说出那个承诺不就是说会分手吗？番薯！

所以她吓到哭了...

我不是有心的...

说了那么多她...

那个她就是我的老婆啦...

I LOVE U