my feeling

ya...actually...
we must accept what the we get...
can i say the world is unfair ?
cause my life i know should be satisfy...
but~
sometime really will bother so much...
i want that life that i dont have...
but~
i saw ppl done that...
well...it is make me ''red eye'' jealous~
why i not suppose to like them?
regret...
so regret~
if keep on thinking this kind of ways...
i know i will very sad and unhappy everyday...
NO ONE can hurt you but ONLY YOU can hurt yourself...
if you make yourself unhappy on your coming days because of that...
izzit more regret in your life ?
if keep on bother this problem...
i know i will lost a lot of things...
i very scare...and sad....
what can i do?
just accept and cant change the fact...
ya....i tell myself this many times...
but useless...
i wonder to know why...
this world is too many why for me...
ppl keep on advise ppl that be open-minded and dont think much
this is the answer~
the asnwer for the why for me..~!
useless too~
can i make a reverse for my life?
i feel not good now......
is this a dream?
i wish to wake up quickly...
am i mad or unnormal?
maybe i have to admit it...
if really want compare i believe i better than many ppl already...
but i still like that...maybe i can say im so 犯贱...
i know no one can help me...
BUT...think back...
is that so important?
is that can affect u with her?
actually also a small case between a couple just depend on your thinking~
the most important wan is she still love you and her heart still got you...is that enough ?
but i know...is enough...
what i care is not that actually......
hmm....what can i conclusion this post is...
accept ba...this is the fact for ME...
i cant change it...i dont have it in the life...
this is not belongs to me but is other people.........
enjoy the life to go for my future..~
dont look down on you...come on and cheer up~
Be happy to accept it...because this is 1 of the story in your life...